SYNCHRONICITY

Angels in the form of people have been put on my path recently to place quick insight in front of my face! Because of the pace my life requires me to keep at this moment, their intervention is really helpful in my understanding the situations I am creating and need to navigate right now. The powers above are really working with me! It’s like they are running alongside of me placing flashcards in front of my eyes with key words on them and I read and say “Oh yes…that makes so much sense…thanks…got it!” I don’t lose a beat of the rhythm I am keeping in order to accomplish all my goals at this time. Because understanding and acting quickly upon things that could be blocking my path is necessary in keeping my life functional yet happy and balanced, I am loving the synchronicity all the elements I am being dealt seem to have created between each other and am grateful for it.

GRATEFUL

Recently the sensor in my SLR camera my Uncle had sent me stopped working and I no longer had a camera because they told me it wasn’t worth fixing…it would be cheaper to buy a new camera. I was sad that this camera I was so attached to had died and was frustrated that I no longer had a camera or the money to replace it. I actually had forgotten I had insured it until someone had reminded me. From the moment I called the Insurance Company to the moment I recieved a check for the replacement of the body of my camera, 3 days had passed…3 days…that’s nothing…the Insurance Company made it such a sweet, hassle free experinece. I was so grateful for that.

Then…I researched buying the original body…and found an even better deal online for a better camera…the same brand…just a more recent model with more mega pixels. I really wanted to buy it from a human being in a store rather than buying it online. So I called Pierre’s on Exchange St. in Portland. ME and spoke with this guy named Joe and said he would match the price I had found online. I don’t think he believed me…he had me pull it up on his computer right in front of him to show him I was sincere. I am really grateful that I got such an amazing deal. The only thing is, he charged me 10.00 dollars more than he said he would, but I know it was a mistake and he’ll probably give me a 10 dollar item in exchange for the overcharge. Because of a chain of events that was fair and right, I now have a new camera…once again…yayyy!!!!!

Happy and gratefull!

 

WORDS

Words have been challenging for me. I have transformed this into something less daunting. I have been using them with more precision and accuracy. They are powerful tools. There is a lot of abuse around saying one thing and meaning another… with lack of, or bad intent involved. At it’s best it’s careless, at it’s worse it’s destructive. But in any case a word misused is like a drop breaking the surface of a body of water. It creates a ripple effect that continues on and on and farther and farther away from the source of it’s impact. It has no control of which direction the reaction it caused takes, or what it affects. I am really aware of what I am sending out into the universe lately…I am responsible for it.

BEGINNINGS

All this seasonal “spring action” of crazy pastel fluorescent colored baby buds decorating bare grey branches like jewels and dancing warm wind and light sun soaked “smiley face” skies has me hanging outdoors for fear of missing out on an instant of natures “feel good” sensations. Even though it’s cyclic and will happen again in 12 months it always feels to me that every instant is too stimulating and precious to miss. And that is how I feel about the specific place I am standing at on my life’s path at this moment in time. Lately I am so focused with an overwhelming feeling of urgency concerning my life and the road I am on and the intersections I have come to that I only have time to deal with the moment I am in…at that moment! I deal with each moment full force…with all I’ve got…get it right…feel good about it…then let it go. It’s working for me. I have to make priority lists of things that need to get done in order for the flow not to get jammed up. I just accomplish one thing after another. There is a constant adjustment to the order of the list because new elements are always entering that are relevant to my progress and can’t be ignored or postponed….but I am finding that if I’m not judgmental or abnormally emotionally connected to these elements, it’s easy to keep it true, real, balanced and on track.

Leaves vanish from a tree…one by one… until there are none left, allowing the next cycle to begin. The tree lies silent enduring the elements by using all of it’s resources to stand tall but flexible enough to sway in the wind or bend with the weight of the snow and ice. It doesn’t feel the pleasure of the wind lifting it’s leaves into song and dance until a new cycle begins….all lives to begin, and end, to begin again.

CHOICES

To know what and why I want something is an ongoing ordeal. If the fact that I wanted it was good enough…it would be easy. But just because I want it doesn’t make it something I really need, or would serve my evolution the best. Intent is what defines a choice. There are so many options. It seems complicated but is actually easy when my intent is clear. Right now my intent is to be true to myself. No matter how much I crave something, if it’s not in my best interest or is not part of the solution or doesn’t resonate on the same vibrational level that I’m on, then I don’t choose to make it part of my life. And what is in my best interest always makes me happy!

INTUITION

Intent is the guiding light intuition follows. Listening to the messages from Divine spaces within myself  is where intuition is born. I trust it and use it to move through life. It doesn’t live in my head…it lives in my heart and has nothing to do with words or logic. It can be like a sky filled with cloud formations ever changing into new clusters that eventually disappear over the horizon never to be seen again. It can be like the flow of the ocean…a tide of understanding and clarity that comes in and then returns to where it came from, just to roll back in again with new insight. Sometimes it moves in so deep that it seems like it will be part of me for eternity. Sometimes it seems so ephemeral that if I don’t grab the message in that moment, it will be lost forever. I am open to whatever form it takes. If I don’t “go with MY flow”…there are always consequences!

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POSSIBILITIES

Yes…possibilities! Recently I am blessed with lots of them. They are as endless as I allow them to be. All of these possibilities need attention and need to be weeded out and assessed and dealt with. Just because it’s possible, doesn’t mean it’s beneficial. There are choices to be made and I am acknowledging and acting upon the signs that are everywhere in order to make them. It’s like the universe is leaving a trail of “shiny objects” (which would most certainly get my attention!) to catch my eye and show me the way. I’m open to these new options and transformed patterns of thought and excited to be living the new adventures they are giving me the freedom to experience. Life is good because I am allowing it to shine through me!

FIRST BLOG EVER

I  share the Divine love I am so grateful to be blessed with unconditionally every day of my life. Love can come in many forms. In this blog it comes in the form of art…from the heart…and words that create concepts and ideas.

Words have always been a challenge for me because I “think” in feelings and they are all very abstract and fluid. I usually have to translate what I am “thinking” into words to try explaining myself and I usually don’t do it justice…something gets lost in the translation…if you know what I mean. ; ) So… this will also serve as a daily exercise towards better communication skills!!

Let’s see….today I am feeling grateful to have parents who are really present in my life in a concrete manner who taught me about respect and accountability.

An uncle that believes in me so much that when I showed him the amazing photos I was taking with a 2 megapixel Kodak Easy Share camera felt compelled to send me a real SLR digital camera, a SURPRISE in the mail…yayyy!!!  And because my old g4 mac didn’t have the space or the “willpower” to handle the size of the downloads my new camera demanded, he then bought me my “usefully fantastic” mac book pro lap top to go with it… yayyy again!!!

I feel grateful because it’s spring and everything feels alive and new and possible and true!!!!

I am grateful that I found the courage to put space between me and someone close to me who thought trust had grey areas and “trying” was enough. Betrayal is to love and feed ones ego more than love itself. Where there is ego, there is no real respect, truth, and love for oneself or the people “that” ego comes into contact with. The consequences eventually lead to “that” ego receiving and giving the same self serving surface attention…in the guise of true love. True love equals true intentions. It’s precious and beautiful and if treated as such…leads us on a path of universal love. The only love there really is. Love with no agenda.